With time comes fear...
I am due to ovulate anytime and you think I'd be doing the BD as often as possible. At first I was all hyped up and we were doing it everyday...And now when it's really time I am having some emotional issues...I'm scared!
Life is very comfortable right now...The kids are sleeping great at night, I'm getting good sleep (when my mind lets me). We have a great flow to our life...Thinking about baby #3 gives me a certain amount of fear...The unstable feeling about it, being unsure...mental misgivings..what if baby is born with a problem? What is my friend won't want to watch another baby when I go back to work?...What will it be like to have 3 kids in church trying to keep them occupied instead of 2?
My husband is not acting that excited about this like I want him to be? Will he resent me for this?
Does anyone feel like this? I need some reassurance and comfort!
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