[vanaden]

I know I have until Sunday but I'm still frustrated. The whole time I have been feeling like "I'm not going to make it to January!" and well, here I am. Still fat. Still uncomfortable. Still grumpy as crap and making my husband miserable.
Just to kinda update(even though I don't go to the doc til Thursday). Last Tuesday I was 50% effaced, dialated to 2, baby at 0 station. I've been contracting like crazy but it always stops once it's painful enough to care. When I have these episodes, the next day I lose a BUNCH of mucous. Like a crazy amount, all day long. Please tell me that means something! I don't want to be the first person pregnant for 100 years!
Anyways sorry to vent. I am just so tired and sore. I can't even walk barely. It's awful. And now I have a toothache on top of all of that.

Sorry to gripe, just need prayer!